Well, there has been a while since I last posted here about my training, and a lot has happened since then. Lots of good and bad things, really. I got sick, and doing a blood test, found out my white cell count was low. Not extremely low, but regular low. I stopped taking some medicine I was having for my muscle pain, and as a consequence, had to take some things easier. Well, and found out my progesterone count was sky high, reason why my libido has been so low.

So, now that all that is settled, I'm trying to retake my training, with Mistress's love and permission. I'm back into corseting, and it seems two weeks out of the corset, I can vouch for two unwanted things that happened. The first, I lost almost a full inch in lacing, which alone would be undesirable for, but to be honest, not really unexpected. The second tho, I put on some four kilos... yes, more than eight pounds of weight in two weeks out of the corset. I already knew I had a tendency for getting fat, but this is ridiculous.

This week, a friend from Australia helped me make some sense of a diet to get my health back on track, and ready for my SRS later this year or early 2011, without a great risk to my life. That is a good thing and the changes to my diet are not that great really. First change is to cut out all dairy. I'm actually taking the cheese off my morning breakfast, and replacing the morning sandwich for fruits. Already got some apples and pears for that effect, and will be having them for afternoon as well. Powder milk will be replaced by whole fat milk, normal milk to simply have a good calcium source. And, will be having less sodas, more water and some green tea everyday. That last piece was a self made decision, not really his suggestion, but I talked to some people, chefs and dietarians, that suggested green tea helps you burn fats faster. And finally, the only piece that will really make this diet feel incredibly boring, cut down on high calorie legumes, such as potatoes, sweet potatoes, yams, squash, beans, rice, carrots, etc. That is about half my food intake. It will be replaced by broccoli, salads, and so on. And exercises, about an hour walking everyday.

I will, as always, keep a nice record of everything and report here, so you can check on my progress, and compare to your own, if you decide to keep up with me. I hope it pays off, I have some 20Kgs to burn before I am properly fit for SRS, and my rubber life, but being healthy is worth way more for me and Mistress, and that's the only real purpose on all this.

Oh, and now the 5” heels will be back as a daily part of life. I made a decision that when I'm at home, and not working, I won't wear anything else, simple as that. I am sure with time the movements will be more natural, as in any kind of training. After all, when I started with the corset, I couldn't quite believe one day I would need a new one, it simply felt so tight and so constricting, I'd give up within hours. And a did, a few times. But then insisted... and now, I closed the corset, and am back to almost closing again, even after a couple of weeks out of it. So, when you put your mind to it, few things can get in your way. There's the impossible, and the just hard to achieve. And the second is just a matter of working hard enough :)

I wish you all a great week,

Jessica xxxxxx

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... just very busy :)

On a good side, I received my new summer catsuit, sleeveless, so I can wear it on hot days, and Israeli gasmask, a while ago. Took me a while to get it all sorted, cleaned, chlorinated and ready to wear, which I intend to do all day tomorrow.

The israeli gasmask is perfect for everyday use, because I can even use my notebook normally, the best gasmask design ever. And I know what I'm talking, since I own an S10 and a russian design, and both are not comfortable enough, or have good quality glasses, so you can wear them normally without being visually impaired by the lenses. The S10 gets to the point the lenses are blurry, forcing me to sometimes take it off to even read what the other part of a chat is saying.

Yes, the notebook is part of my daily life, I won't consider a gasmask one to wear the whole day unless I can watch TV, read books and read stuff online. Wait, why would I do all that while in rubber and gasmask, instead of having kinky fun? The question is, why not? There's only so much of the day I can do while in bondage, cleaning the house as a good rubber maid, or be in bed serving Mistress. Long term means long term and I should be able to go on with my everyday things without many compromises.

Oh yes, the drinking tube is also a Must Have. Let's just say I am not interested right now in any other gasmask design. I guess I found my match when gasmask design comes. Not only that, but I loved what I saw on the mirror, I guess no girl should try other designs, I feel some others do look very brute :(

Oh, and my MacBook is back from repairs. Apple replaced the battery at no cost, and the tech people even instructed me on how to give my battery the maximum life. Am REALLY happy about it, and happy to have my mobility around the house again. I mean, I work around the house. When I write my kinky stories, I prefer to be left alone in the living room. When playing video games, or working, on my desk in the studio, and sometimes, just like to chat online while watching TV. So, a battery is really needed for me, I'd never be able to think about how to work without a notebook. Seriously.

Now now, have to select the photos for the art exhibit, send them to print, and send the press release people the thumbnails so they can use them to tell people about the art expo. I'll show the selected photos here later down the week :)

You kids have a fun weekend :) I hope I'll manage to! :)

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I was waiting for Master in the medical room dressed into my crotchless latex body with the open nipples, my thigh high 8" ballet boots and long latex gloves. I couldn't resist and went to the fuck machine to play with the dildo. But that made me so horny that I wanted to get fucked and so I slid the big dildo into my wet cunt. What a good feeling it was to be fucked by the machine and to control the thrust of the dick into my pussy. I knew that I broke all rules and just came so good doing it to myself! But Master got me and took control. First he put me in a tight latex straitjacket which in combination with the 8" ballet boots made sure that I had to stay on the fuck machine. Then he put a latex piggy hood on my head telling me that I am his little piggy and that little piggy was not good. This hood is an incredible breathplay hood and I really had to concentrate to take a breath. But Master paid me back for my naughty misbehavior and he took control of the fuck machine and gave it to me hard. Still being aroused from the climax before I got more and more excited and with that it got harder and harder for me to breath. When I was again close to come Master held me firm in his arms and put the Hitachi on my clit. He made me come so hard that I thought my pussy will explode! Click here to see the high quality pictures and the hot and horny video filmed in HD. Not yet a Member? Click here to become a Member immediately.

I'm happy to say I'm done with this corset :) I just closed it, and after four months of not-so-perfect training, with periods of sometimes a whole week without being able to wear it ( because I needed to move a lot, or needed real comfort, or was sick, and so on ), I can say I lost 6” while corseted, a serious reduction, and 12 pounds of weight.

Someone asked if I had any sort of diet I was following while corseted, but that's not really it. If you're reducing your waist by pressure, your stomach will accomodate less food, and as a result, you will, if you're smart, eat less. Removing the corset for eating, is really cheating, you won't manage to reduce your waistline in any effective way. And overeating will ruin you for the day, being in serious pain and discomfort after the meals. One thing I learned, was to stop eating when I was satisfied.

Eating to the end of the plate is a horrible thing to do, but we all do it. We grow up in families where our moms tell us not to waste food, as it's a terrible sin, and once we served ourselves, we make sure we eat everything. Most of the waist training was learning how much was enough, and learning there's no shame on ordering a doggy bag in restaurants. You have to learn again to read those signs we learned to ignore over the years, that tell you when you've had enough.

Another thing I did that had amazing results, was adding a glass of milk to my breakfast, every morning, and exercise every afternoon, to burn around 200cal while wearing the corset. I guess it helps to work out our muscles and tone, while conforming to the new waistline and shape.

First of all, thanks for David of HoneyHair.com for the answer :) Yeah, 42!

I have been away for a while, Xmas has been not a troublesome part of the year, but let's face it, didn't leave much time to work out a fetish site. I had fetish fun instead :) And much love for my Mistress.

Anyway, a friendly piece of advice, I'm writing this as a slightly drunken women, LOL :) Maybe it's true, in Vino Veritas, in the wine, the truth. Actually, in my case, in booze the truth. I'm not sure why I compartmentalize all areas of life. Fetish, work, love. But the honest answer is I fear people won't be able to properly handle it. I mean... let's face it, a guy can be a stud, a really perverted Master, and still, a good professional. Now, can a woman be a really accomplished professional, and at the same time, a total slut, and respected as a professional?

Sometimes we must break down barriers. Sometimes we must speak out and face the consequences, or in other way, burn or crash. Or, a craziest idea, succeed.

I'm really tired of living under the fear if things mix up too well, I may be damaged and regret in some way. There's always the underlying fear that, A big corporation that has access to all our identities and darkest secrets will be able to control the world by blackmail. All our lives are pretty much public now. We post our fistfucking pics on Myspace, and we talk about sucking cock on the same sites we scream in happiness for getting a new client.

So, let's be honest at least. If we all come clean, and we all own our own identity, the sheer pressure of being who we are, without fears, without having to worry too much about consequences, as we're in the open. What's the worst that can happen? That people find out we're exactly who we are?

"I lifted out several handfuls of soft rubber and a small bottle and placed all the items down on the table, where I could see them better. I sorted out six pieces of clothing; a catsuit, gloves, stockings, and hood, and then checked the contents of the bottle, discovering that it contained dressing lubricant.

Everything was glossy black, the gloves and stockings looking long and tight, and the hood was one of the open variety. The catsuit was exceptionally well constructed and I could see from the seams that it had been made to measure. I ran my fingers slowly across the rubber and noticed that the rear zip terminated not at the front of the suit, but instead next to a large reinforced opening.

From its position I quickly realised that the suit was crotchless. My excitement grew and I had to stop myself from opening up the second box, to see what I would be wearing next."

This is "Dressing for Bondage", from Doctor Latex, let's hope he will feel inspired soon to give us more of his delightful kinky writing :)

Ivette xxxxxxx

Yes, I know, I haven't posted anything in two weeks. Life got a bit out of hand here, and only now, it's starting to come back into it's paces, both D/s and normal life-wise.

I'm happy to say, even if I was off my corset training for about a week and a half, because of a male friend visiting who insisted on eating stuff that you shouldn't wear while corseted, and inviting me for a beer few times during the day, and in the end, my corset managed to get dirty, and needed washing up. Which I only managed to do and have it dry, a couple of days ago. Since then I'm back on full time corseting, and happy about it. To be honest, there's a point you start missing it bigtime. But, only regained one inch during that time, which is not horrible news, considering everything. Also, regained an inch corseted, but I lost about a pound in weight, so, all good.